This brings back memories. When I first started dating my wife (together 10+ years, married for almost 5) she was very against me watching porn. She asked and so I said yes, I watch it. She got extremely upset, jealous, and it almost ended our relationship. The only thing that saved it was I told her I wouldn't anymore. I actually did try for a while, but I broke my promise and then it just became a lie.
It's not like I ever viewed porn as an escape from her like "oh god she's so gross I wish I could bang these porn stars instead." It was more of "wow I want to do that with her right now or damn the next time I see her I'm going to do that to her". It was really just a tool to fuel my libido and my desire for her. And we had a lot of sex in the early part of our relationship. Like 3-5 times a week easily.
Many years passed, we got married, and I don't know when the subject came up but she one day decided she wanted to go the porn shop. My jaw almost hit the floor. I don't know what came over her but she wanted to buy porn, sexy outfits, toys, lube, and other stuff so we could just go all out, watch porn together, and have a crazy fuck fest. And we did! And it became a regular thing. But then it fizzled out. But then we started again a year later, but a bit different. We would completely follow the act we were watching. Guy goes on the girl then so do and vice versa. That was so hot. But again it fizzled out and back to plain old boring sex.
Then she became pregnant with our first daughter and she was insanely horny and addicted to porn. Like she could watch it all day addicted. Unreal. We fucked all the time while watching porn. It was insane. She couldn't get enough. I couldn't believe it. But then she got into her third trimester, she got to the uncomfortable stage and the sexy times ended, but understandable of course. Then back to routine sex after recovering from her c section.
And now she's pregnant again and we've been watching porn for months now via my suggestion. She's not crazy addicted to porn or nearly as horny but her libido is still there. I asked her if she was watching a lot of porn on her own time like her first pregnancy and she said no. So I encouraged her and I said "you should. It's fun to watch and I love your aggressiveness from it". So I followed up on this weeks later and she said she was watching it pretty often. So then I asked, do you get yourself off while watching. And she says "yea, sometimes." Instant boner for me. I couldn't believe it. All the years we've been married and she told me she never masturbated while she was in a relationship, only when she was single. So to hear her say that was so hot to me. It's only natural. So now we have sex once a week and it's still so hot and the porn just intensifies everything.
Sorry this was so long but look at where we came from and where we are now. Things change as time moves on. You get to know each other and trust each other and your desires align and you can still be head over heels crazy and still want to fuck each other's brains out after 10 years of doing it. And we owe a lot of it to porn.
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